It seems like you are stuck in a bad environment at the moment and that does not help with your own progression.
Having a good team culture makes a lot of difference. When you get support and help from your lead and other devs, it makes life a lot better, and you learn much more from one another.
Go. Go see what else is out there and find a better place for you.
100% this. If the job stresses you out so much you can’t enjoy your time off then that’s a toxic environment. If I think about work on the weekends or evenings it’s because I’m excited about it.
It seems like you are stuck in a bad environment at the moment and that does not help with your own progression.
Having a good team culture makes a lot of difference. When you get support and help from your lead and other devs, it makes life a lot better, and you learn much more from one another.
Go. Go see what else is out there and find a better place for you.
100% this. If the job stresses you out so much you can’t enjoy your time off then that’s a toxic environment. If I think about work on the weekends or evenings it’s because I’m excited about it.